Content Warning: The novel and the guide reference alcoholism, sexual assault, incest, death by suicide, animal cruelty, abortion, and racism. 

Allison MacKenzie is the protagonist of the novel; the plot follows her growth and development from the age of 13 to 21. Allison is a thoughtful, quiet, and imaginative girl; she is sensitive to nature and the beauty of the world around her. Over time, Allison gradually becomes interested in becoming a writer, and she goes on to pursue this career. Allison is somewhat isolated and struggles with maintaining social connections; her friendships with other girls, including Selena, gradually erode over time, often because they become interested in romance and sexuality. Allison struggles to be open about her awakening sexuality, and she often insists that she has no interest in exploring romantic relationships. These statements, however, are contradicted by Allison’s fantasies and curiosity; for example, she becomes frustrated with Norman Page, and tells him, “Talk, talk, talk. That’s all you know how to do!” (194).

Over the course of the novel, Allison develops and becomes more thoughtful, nuanced, and compassionate. Initially, Allison is quite rigid in her viewpoints and expectations, but as she sees individuals around her encounter challenging experiences, she becomes more forgiving.